Listen

Yeah, since I've finally realized (which is too late, I think) that my aim in life after all is to be in the Sound Department, despite the fact that I have no background in music.

Even though all I can do is listen, I don't think it's enough to land me a job in my desired department. There aren't a lot of openings for that position. Or if there are, majority is in a different country. And that, I'm not a very good listener...I tend to just enjoy it than to study it....
It's not really much that one only has listening skills...there are a lot of others who can do it and HAS musical background...

I plan on taking up music lessons (piano) as soon as I get a job, but yeah....I'm on the gloomy side right now. My morale and optimism is on the red and I don't know how to pull it up again.

The only thing that's keeping me sane and stop from breaking down is the hope of someday, I can work with the people from the Skywalker Sounds....

（ ´,_ゝ`) ~sigh


What a gloomy day....